Guidance and Comfort From God

1:24 p.m.
This morning I prayed to God and asked him for some direction regarding an unfortunate situation that we have found ourselves in and he more than exceeded what I asked for with his words. I asked for advice. He not only gave me that but comforted me as well. I now feel capable of proceeding boldly with the difficult decision we have to make.

This was the first message he gave me. I was very thankful as I colored it in..

This was the second. The part about calming all my fears especially spoke to us. 

Eric was very worried and concerned before he went to bed.

This morning when I showed him these verses they really put his mind at ease

and I am grateful to God for that.

This was the last one. How can we doubt that God has our back in the situation we have found 

ourselves in? It's so clear that He is here to protect us, calm our fears, and support us.

It is his direction that we are following as we pray daily for his guidance.

This is the place he has guided us too. It it wasn't why would his word speak so clearly

about it? I feel confident that we will come through this. There will be some inconvenient 

consequences, but nothing like the burden we are under now.

11:58 p.m.
Go has blessed me with so many uplifting verses today. I almost couldn't keep up as they were coming in.

This design was printed in my Inspire Bible. I added the roses, lupine flowers, and the bees because it was just the words before and that seemed to need a little embellishment.

This one was my favorite to color today because, you guessed it, it had a chickadee in it. I'm very fond of pink cherry blossoms so that's the color I made the flowers. Believe it or not there are 3 different colors of pink flowers. I used a light layer of May Green as the background and it gave the whole piece an oriental look which I love. I used two shades of red on the verse and made it look like the words were made of satin ribbon.

I had this design in my other Bible that I gave away. I'm so glad that there was a blank column on this page with the second version of the creation story so I could draw this.

Once again this verse was the lettering only and I felt it needed embellishment so I added the border and the green vine.

This one didn't turn out as well as I had hoped. It seems a bit overcrowded.

Well, that's all the art for today.

New Art!

Today my meditation is about trust which is so appropriate since I'm considering going back to work and with my mental challenge (Bipolar Disorder) that has assured that I haven't been very successful than that. I'm on disability and have been since 1998. I know many of you may think I'm lazy but I assure you...I am not.

So here's the Scripture verses that I received today. Both are about trust. The first was just something simple I drew. The second is a design in my Bible.

A Purpose Driven Life: Chapter Two

 You Are Not An Accident

Now this is a very important chapter to me because I am adopted and in the past I had always felt like I was a mistake, unworthy, less than perfect...unlovable and flawed. But this chapter states that I am perfectly made by God. My parents may have been inconsiderate or as the book states illegitimate.

Here's a quote:
 You are not an accident.
Your birth was no mistake, an your life is no fluke of nature. Your parents may not have planned you, but God did...You are alive because God wanted to create you! The Bible says, "The Lord will fulfill his purpose for me."

God prescribed every single detail of your body. He deliberately chose your race, the color of  your skin, your hair, and every other feature. He custom made your body just the way he wanted it. He also determined the natural talents you would possess and the uniqueness of your personality.

Now I used to be plagued by the ideas and feeling I had about who I was and why I was given up until I met my birth mother. I have 3 older brothers, David, Raymond and George. I look just like my mother. It was so life changing to have met her and them. But it was not to be. She cut off all contact with me and rejected me again. But because I had met her I now knew that it was her selfishness and not my adoption and consequent feelings about being unworthy dissipated and I was able to move on past that tragedy and live my life from a different perspective. It was no longer MY fault that I was given away. I was worthy and deserving of love. What an eye opener.

But this chapter was life changing too. How wonderful it is to find out that God designed every feature about me with purpose. How exciting!

New Month - New Art!

8:26 a.m.
I got this out of my Whatever is Lovely inspirational coloring book. It's my first drawing out of it. I've never really done anything like this; at least not at this scope. I think I might have used a little too much pink. Oh well, live and learn.

The Purpose Driven Life: Chapter One

I started reading A Purpose Driven Life and it's changing the way I think about my life. My whole perspective is changing so I'm going to add what I'm learning to this blog.

This first section is called What Am I Here For?
and the firs chapter is It All Starts with God.

The scripture verses are Colossians 1:16 and a quote:

Unless you assume a God, the question
of life's purpose is meaningless.

Bertrand Russell, atheist

So basically the first line says: It's not all about you.
Now in today's world the general consensus is it IS all about me, so this first line upset me a little, but after reading further I discovered that I'm free to live a happy life and make choices to achieve that but that my PURPOSE in life is determined by God.

Wow! Imagine that. I have a purpose designed specifically for me and I'm not in the driver's seat with that. How exciting and freeing that is. I wonder what my purpose is. I'm sure God will direct me until I discover for myself what that purpose is.